Daydreams and reality

Feeling the weight of the truth, my arms wield him into a tenacious hold, with the hope that it could make him forget. Is this what I wanted? A connection so strong, yet it confuses me terribly. We are always making connections, believing what we feel to be real and binding, and maybe forever.

Is it though? 

Loneliness creates this beautiful illusion for us. What we are lacking in our 9-5, or in our relationships, we discover in a new being. And it cannot be freed from our thoughts. Destructive as they may become, we focus on them, instead of creating new adventures in reality.